Yet another poem...

The morning light,
Shining in my face,
Like the pure beauty of your smile,
Remembering that you are not there,
Not by my side,
Starting to fear the lonely embrace of this so called life,
Knowing that one day,
We might be,
Afraid that you won't want me,
After your path of self discovery,
But I will wait,
You will see,
The little girl you once knew,
Is not me,
I might not be much,
And I might not have found my way,
But I know what I want,
No matter what,
Boy, girl, or both,
My heart is yours,
If you take it or not,
The choice is yours.

The last poem of all last poems.

What is love,
but a pack of lies,
i can see it in the eyes,
of everyone that has muttered,
those words,
it's everything but the truth,
how can it be,
that someone may love me,
a person so dark inside,
that can't see the light of the sun,
without dying more inside,
so how can it be,
that one day love might find me,
hiding in the back of a room,
surrounded my my own misery,
don't come running to me,
this dark heart inside of me,
never deserves to find a home,
a lost soul,
not good enough to another,
deserves to be loveless,
locked up in this prison.

5-2-2011

Girl,
Your are too damn sweet,
And I can't breath,
Your beauty,
Has me racing,
Can't you see,
It's just me,
Standing here,
Waiting to hold you,
Wanting you so near,
Cause,
It's you,
That makes me feel,
Like its not real,
When will I wake,
From this dream,
I can't shake,
You're to good,
For this girl,
That doesn't know how to love,
That always gives up,
So I must be dreaming,
So pinch me till I wake,
To start another day,
But not wanting to leave,
This bliss,
That you have bestowed upon me,
So I will dream,
For all eternity.

5-1-2011

You make me feel so beautiful,
The way you speak to me,
The smile you put upon my lips,
More than another,
Feeling more love for myself,
As the days go by,
Yo make me believe in me,
You got me to start trusting again,
Wanting to be a better person for you,
Be what I hope you will love,
I'm going to to hold onto this feeling,
And never let go,
Cause you make me feel whole,
You drive me crazy,
And I love every second,
Now that I'm starting to love myself.

4-20-2011

My love,
My friend,
Come sit in my arms,
Tell me whats wrong,
Let me be the strong one,
Let me hold you close,
I know I'm not the best,
But I am here,
Doing my best,
I will always be here to hold you,
As long as you need to be held,
So just come into my arms,
And I'll keep you safe,
A couple of minutes of just you and me,
Nothing else matters,
Forget your problems,
If only for a moment,
Let me take your pain,
Because,
I love you,
My friend,
Your happiness is all that matters to me.

4-9-2011

Just for one day,
Could I be the one you seek,
Maybe then,
I could feel complete,
Just for one day,
Maybe you could see,
I never wanted to be more,
My intentions were never this,
To fall for you,
So if I could just hold you,
Maybe I will see,
Understand why I hold you so dear,
So near,
Putting your happiness first,
Wanting noting but the best for you,
Because you deserve no less.

4-8-2011

My eyes,
Glued to yours,
Nothing I can do,
But stare across the room,
Into the beauty of you,
Wanting to touch you,
Hold you,
Wandering in it's time to give up,
Try to move on,
But your eyes keep me here,
My feet planted,
I'm not going anywhere,
Cause you're worth the wait,
The possible heartbreak,
Cause I want to wake up every morning,
Go to sleep ever night,
With you by my side,
You're so beautiful,
Your soul so amazing,
Perfect in every way,
Truly a honor to gaze at you,
To smile at your words,
To know such a beauty.