To You With Selfish Hate

With this pencil is hand,
I write to you,
The last song about you,

As my mind drains onto this paper,
All thoughts come back to you,
The pain, The love,
The want, The lust,

I look at all the girls,
Not one so perfect,
Only one as beautiful,

My hand reaches for you in the night,
All I grab is the air, I fear,
As I remember, I went to bed alone again,

Do you remember all the fun we had,
that day you pulled me close to your body,
the day you grabbed my hand,

The lust for her is so strong,
The love for you is so powerful,
Don't want to do anything to hurt you,
that was never my plan,

My hand reaches for you in the night,
All I grab is the air, I fear,
As I remember, I am alone again,

alone again.